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My Problem

Yesterday I posted about My Plan and today it’s about my problem.  The reason my plan rarely pans out for too long is because of my problem – I love food and I love eating.

Last night CB and I were going to have leftover homemade chicken soup from the day before.  There wasn’t much left – maybe enough for two bowls – so we made sandwiches to go along with the soup.

We bought some sub rolls and ham and lettuce and tomatoes on New Year’s Eve.  We had cheese already.  So I sliced open the rolls, flipped on the broiler and plopped the bread open on the broiler pan.

“Wait a second,” CB said. “I don’t want mine toasted.”

I was confused, but I pulled his bread out of the broiler and onto a paper plate.

He came up next to me and found the bottle of incredible olive oil he purchased at a store that made all sorts of olive oil during our last trip out of town.  He drizzled the green goodness over the bread and my eyes were in love.

I promptly retrieved my loaf from the broiler and asked that he drizzle some oil on my bread as well.

“Oooh,” I chimed.  “How ’bout some grated Parmesan cheese?”  I was giddy with excitement.

“Sure,” he said, less excited.

I found the fresh(er) Parm we had along with the microplaner and started grating the cheese over the green goodness. MMmmmm, I got giddier and giddier. 

Meanwhile, CB found some Italian seasoning and shook some over the cheese. 

We popped the tricked out bread back under the broiler and within a minute, the bread and the cheese was nice and golden.

Mmmmmm.

Like an assembly line, I placed thinly sliced tomato slices onto the bread followed by some slices of ham and a slice of cheese. Finally I topped it off with some freshly rinsed lettuce and the top of the bread.  I sliced the sandwiches in half and barely made it to the table before devouring it.

I ended up saving 1/2 of my sandwich before even getting to the table because I knew – just by the looks of it – that I’d inhale the whole sandwich if given the opportunity. 

Well… I just inhaled that other half moments ago.  And now I’m starving.  I want to eat and eat and eat.  But instead, I’ll drink some water and try to wait at least 1/2 an hour before eating something else.

I love foods. I love eating. It’s really no wonder I’m as beautifully large as I am because of My Problem with food eh.  Sure lots of it (the eating) is emotional at times, but more so than not, it’s just that I truly enjoy eating good food.

Mmmmmm.

January 3, 2008 - Posted by MrsStu | diet, food, happiness, life, love, thoughts | , , | 10 Comments

10 Comments »

  1. I’m with you. I love GOOD food (not just any food).

    Debbie aka The Real World Martha(S)

    Comment by realworldmartha | January 3, 2008

  2. Hehe…I can’t say I have the same issue. To me eating is just something I have to do and could live without if I could find a way to do it.

    Maybe you should take a look at this blog if you haven’t already:

    http://kateharding.net/

    She writes about Fat Acceptance and loving who you are. :-)

    Comment by Sandy | January 3, 2008

  3. Good grief woman, you made me hungry just reading that..lol

    Comment by elfie33 | January 3, 2008

  4. That sandwich sounds like it was absolutely divine :) I hate watching what I eat :( I love food too much! I wish I had a sandwich like that sitting in front of me right now…I love a good “sammich!”

    Comment by cheetah14 | January 3, 2008

  5. You might be me! I was reading this and thinking wow someone else loves food as much as me. I am very fortunate and unfortunate at times to be a huge foodie. My problem is it is more eating out then eating in. I am a good cook, but lazy and would rather run out and critique a new place to eat!

    When I first met my husband I ate mostly chicken marsala. Sometimes I wish I never met him. Now my palate is advancing and I love almost all food! Geeze typing this made me hungry LOL!

    Comment by lululeelee | January 3, 2008

  6. I feel ya sister sledge! And also I’m an emotional eater except I’m always emotional! LOL I’m sad=I eat, I’m depressed=I eat, I’m celebrating=I eat…;)

    Comment by gwenblogs | January 4, 2008

  7. Oh gawd, that sandwich sounds delicious!

    Comment by MellowDee | January 7, 2008

  8. Oh, Sistah, I know your hunger! I love food too. It took me a while to shrink my stomach a little so I would fill up a little faster. I still eat the foods I love, just less of them. I’m the biggest fan of feta and goat cheese and still eat way too much of it.

    It’s just about finding a balance with your meals. And filling up on other things like apples, pears, almonds, celery, carrots, etc. I know it sounds boring but you can have your sandwich and eat it too.

    I’m a sensualist as my ex-boyfriend put it – I truly enjoy eating. I’m finding that by cooking my food I can enjoy the things I love and cut corners to lower the calories.

    For Example: spray a little olive oil on the bread and add a little less cheese before you broil it. Bam! You’re still get the flavor and a little less calories. I know you can find some more corners to cut and still enjoy your food while starting to lose weight!

    I DID IT! AND YOU CAN DO IT TOO! I Believe In You.

    Comment by Janey | January 7, 2008

  9. Ah yes. I adore food as well. :0)
    I am doing much better tho with spark. Come join us!!! I eat a lot still just a lot healthier. it works!!!

    Comment by kdawg2 | January 8, 2008

  10. p.s. I miss you at that other place. :0(

    Comment by kdawg2 | January 8, 2008


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