My Problem
Yesterday I posted about My Plan and today it’s about my problem. The reason my plan rarely pans out for too long is because of my problem – I love food and I love eating.
Last night CB and I were going to have leftover homemade chicken soup from the day before. There wasn’t much left – maybe enough for two bowls – so we made sandwiches to go along with the soup.
We bought some sub rolls and ham and lettuce and tomatoes on New Year’s Eve. We had cheese already. So I sliced open the rolls, flipped on the broiler and plopped the bread open on the broiler pan.
“Wait a second,” CB said. “I don’t want mine toasted.”
I was confused, but I pulled his bread out of the broiler and onto a paper plate.
He came up next to me and found the bottle of incredible olive oil he purchased at a store that made all sorts of olive oil during our last trip out of town. He drizzled the green goodness over the bread and my eyes were in love.
I promptly retrieved my loaf from the broiler and asked that he drizzle some oil on my bread as well.
“Oooh,” I chimed. “How ’bout some grated Parmesan cheese?” I was giddy with excitement.
“Sure,” he said, less excited.
I found the fresh(er) Parm we had along with the microplaner and started grating the cheese over the green goodness. MMmmmm, I got giddier and giddier.
Meanwhile, CB found some Italian seasoning and shook some over the cheese.
We popped the tricked out bread back under the broiler and within a minute, the bread and the cheese was nice and golden.
Mmmmmm.
Like an assembly line, I placed thinly sliced tomato slices onto the bread followed by some slices of ham and a slice of cheese. Finally I topped it off with some freshly rinsed lettuce and the top of the bread. I sliced the sandwiches in half and barely made it to the table before devouring it.
I ended up saving 1/2 of my sandwich before even getting to the table because I knew – just by the looks of it – that I’d inhale the whole sandwich if given the opportunity.
Well… I just inhaled that other half moments ago. And now I’m starving. I want to eat and eat and eat. But instead, I’ll drink some water and try to wait at least 1/2 an hour before eating something else.
I love foods. I love eating. It’s really no wonder I’m as beautifully large as I am because of My Problem with food eh. Sure lots of it (the eating) is emotional at times, but more so than not, it’s just that I truly enjoy eating good food.
Mmmmmm.
I’m with you. I love GOOD food (not just any food).
Debbie aka The Real World Martha(S)
Hehe…I can’t say I have the same issue. To me eating is just something I have to do and could live without if I could find a way to do it.
Maybe you should take a look at this blog if you haven’t already:
http://kateharding.net/
She writes about Fat Acceptance and loving who you are.
Good grief woman, you made me hungry just reading that..lol
That sandwich sounds like it was absolutely divine
I hate watching what I eat
I love food too much! I wish I had a sandwich like that sitting in front of me right now…I love a good “sammich!”
You might be me! I was reading this and thinking wow someone else loves food as much as me. I am very fortunate and unfortunate at times to be a huge foodie. My problem is it is more eating out then eating in. I am a good cook, but lazy and would rather run out and critique a new place to eat!
When I first met my husband I ate mostly chicken marsala. Sometimes I wish I never met him. Now my palate is advancing and I love almost all food! Geeze typing this made me hungry LOL!
I feel ya sister sledge! And also I’m an emotional eater except I’m always emotional! LOL I’m sad=I eat, I’m depressed=I eat, I’m celebrating=I eat…;)
Oh gawd, that sandwich sounds delicious!
Oh, Sistah, I know your hunger! I love food too. It took me a while to shrink my stomach a little so I would fill up a little faster. I still eat the foods I love, just less of them. I’m the biggest fan of feta and goat cheese and still eat way too much of it.
It’s just about finding a balance with your meals. And filling up on other things like apples, pears, almonds, celery, carrots, etc. I know it sounds boring but you can have your sandwich and eat it too.
I’m a sensualist as my ex-boyfriend put it – I truly enjoy eating. I’m finding that by cooking my food I can enjoy the things I love and cut corners to lower the calories.
For Example: spray a little olive oil on the bread and add a little less cheese before you broil it. Bam! You’re still get the flavor and a little less calories. I know you can find some more corners to cut and still enjoy your food while starting to lose weight!
I DID IT! AND YOU CAN DO IT TOO! I Believe In You.
Ah yes. I adore food as well. :0)
I am doing much better tho with spark. Come join us!!! I eat a lot still just a lot healthier. it works!!!
p.s. I miss you at that other place. :0(