a line is a line… but not today?

Seriously, WTF?

If you read last night’s post, I got an extra line on a HPT which means a BFP.  Well then this AM, I’ve peed on three fucking more HPT’s and they’ve all come back with one line.  And there’s definitely no mistaking one line versus that second line.  A line is definitely a line… but apparently not today.

I had trouble sleeping last night.  Well, I feel asleep at 10PM just fine as I’ve been ass fucking tired lately, but at about 2AM when I got up to pee and came back to bed, I just sort of tossed and turned the rest of the night.  I was anxious to POAS again.  So I did – at about 4AM… then again at 6AM… and the last time about 1/2 hour ago at 9AM.  I tried holding the pee longer, but I couldn’t.

Each time only one line.

It’s a little frustrating and quite confusing.

Well, just in case I am pregnant – because I still don’t have my period and my temps are still rather high – I thought I’d jot some things down that have led me to really *believe* it was happening with this cycle (in no particular order):

• My boobs. They always, always hurt during PMS, but I swear to god lately they’ve been growing or something… like it *feels* like they’re growing.
• Backache. I have big boobs so having back pains isn’t uncommon, but I have been noticing lower backache the past several days.
• Cramps. Normally I cramp, but there hasn’t been much constant cramping… instead it’s been more periodical the past couple weeks and nothing that would really warrant the use of a heating pad like normal.
• Dizziness. I swear to god the past couple weeks, I’ve been getting a little light headed or something at times.  It doesn’t last long and it’s not enough to impair my work or walking or driving or anything, but there have been times when I have to ask, What was that?  Just an odd feeling of sorts.
• Exhaustion. I’ve been so fucking tired this past week especially. I normally feel quite drained just before AF, but I had to take naps at work this past week and actually had to come home early one day because the day before I felt that I almost fell asleep driving home!
• Dryness. Ever since I think we conceived, I’ve been bone fucking dry and that’s not normal for me.  I usually have lots of different CM throughout the month.
• Hacking cough. I honestly cannot imagine this being a pg symptom, but it’s been prevalent the past week.  Just a dry hacking cough that produces no mucus or anything and it’s not accompanied by anything other than exhaustion.